Dear Friend

Why must I feel so inferior, when I am around you, not because I am actually inferior, but because you do almost anything to make me feel that way, then mask it under the guise of caring. My must you harp on my issues and problems, and make them seem that much more troublesome than yours. Why must I feel that my situations, decisions and daily comings and goings pale in comparison to your "extravagant", "wholesome", "fun", "awesome" and "busy" life? Why is it that although I have been labeled your friend, I get limited if any positive feedback and encouragement from you? Why is it that in order to put yourself in the most desirable light, putting me in the worst possible one becomes the best way to do that? What kind of "friend" are you? Is being positive that hard?, Why am I your friend if I am so miserable, loud obnoxious etc? Well dumb question, I mean I think your actions pretty much explain why I am not your friend although you call me that. I'm sick of it. My entire life does not revolve around pleasing you or doing things that you consider right or desirable. Do yourself a favor, DE-FRIEND me. Would make our lives that much easier.

Thanks,

Keesa


This was a draft I had in here from 2009. It's soooooo crazy who this message was for, as our relationship has actually gotten a lot better, but I remember the frustration. I decided to post it, simply because a lot of people have this issue, where you are "friends" with people who aren't supportive of you, but continue to hold the label they are unworthy of.